I will @Artemis I want to show him I never stopped thinking about him, and that I never stayed away from him by choice.
My grandfather and I use to share my birthday till I was 13 because his birthday was the day after mine. He and were so close and I don't want to regret and think I didn't try my hardest to see him again.
That is the best thing for you as the last thing you want in your life is regret because you didn't do something that you knew you should do. I hope that you can enjoy the time with your grandfather!
Thanks hun i have learned not to worry about what others think. They never loved me before so why care what his family think. At least this way I can show him i have cared.