Still think of you, miss you and hope you’re okay
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Sending you hugs wherever you are
Hoping you have Been well, miss hearing from you and hoping everything is ok
I'm having a bad day. I wish I knew how to turn off my subservient mindset. I'm a push over irl. I know it and I always go in with good intentions of kicking ass but then I end up caving. I'm a door mat and I don't know how to not be. I don't have enough fight to handle things on my own. Sigh. I hate this helpless feeling.
Oh, as a side note I think I'm done dropping or pausing the roleplays I've lost muse for at the moment. If I haven't contacted you or responded in the last two weeks please let me know. I had 102 open lines I remembered spread across six sites.
I now have 11 open, 5 paused, and 2 uncertain status roleplays left. Spread across two sites, and most of them receive pretty infrequent responses.
That moment when you're caught up and then you realize you missed one. *le gasp* Sorry for my spazzy brain y'all. If I missed you please bump me or otherwise prod and I'll try to get you responded to today or tomorrow. (Except @virtualoo you're the one I know I missed. I'll try to finish up my response soon.)
That moment when you're sitting in your car at work staring at the door and trying to will yourself not to just turn around and return to bed for the day.
Hey guys, I'm sorry I've been so absent and all over the place. One of my dogs has cancer, and we've been trying a bunch of different treatments and though some have worked for a little bit they've all pretty much stopped at this point. I'm going to have to have him put to sleep tomorrow. I'll try to catch up on responses again when I feel half ass okay again. Sorry for all the delays. I had good intentions, promise.
I'm sorry to all my partners that have been patiently waiting on responses. I'm not feeling up to responding tonight like originally planned. I'm so tired and depressed, and at this point I think it's best if I just go to sleep before it escalates. Tomorrow will be a better day. I keep telling myself that so maybe it'll be true.
Sorry guys. It's been a very bad day, and I just flat out am exhausted. Tomorrow will be better. I'll try again to get responses out tomorrow. Maybe the world will cooperate better then. Sorry
Sorry guys, I don't really feel very good tonight so I'm going to bed. I'll try to finish up some responses tomorrow. Good night (or day/morning ect) y'all!
Sorry guys, busy day. Too much mess. Responses delayed till tomorrow. Sorry
Guys I'm like so freaking drunk do if my replies suck let me know I'll fix in the tomorrow. Damn this spell check is good. My words and letters stopped working good omg. Maybe is time of bed yes
I'm feeling pretty proud of myself. It's been a good day. Today I socialed a little voluntarily with a real face to face person I didn't have to talk to for work and was only a little awkward. Progress yay! <3
Got a random character craving yesterday while looking over some photos someone sent me, and REALLY would like to play him. Please drop by my inbox if you're interested!
Sorry guys, ended up unusually busy today. I'll try to get a couple responses out tomorrow. Sorry for the delays!
I'm FINE. Fragile, Insecure, Nervous, Exhausted. This is the acronym I use to avoid talking about feelings. Today my best friend's husband figured it out and hugged the shit out of me until I submitted and dished. Now I feel SOOO awkward around them. Guess it's time to pretend like nothing happened and make a new acronym. Lol
My dogs and one of the cats just got baths. Now we're all laying on the couch regretting it while the other cats watch from a safe dry distance... lol
One last post to catch up on and then I'll be getting to the new posts! <3 Tomorrow is the day!
Replies will be slow this week. Work said I could keep my overtime. Just got off a 12 hour shift, gonna sleep 4 hours and go back. Still probably maybe have Thursday off we'll see. Next week will be back to normal. Thank you for your patience.
Today's Game Plan:
*Survive work through will power and caffine
*Collect birthday gift and install it for my grandmother
*Hope I survive her cats
*Pass go and collect dinner
*Finish Responses <3
Sorry guys. No replies from me tonight. I just rewrote the same post like four times and I'm still not happy with it, so tried a different rp and not happy my post there either. Ugh... Now I'm feeling kinda sleepy and discouraged so I'll try again tomorrow. Sorry for the delays.
That moment when you feel like total sh*t and your pets are all like 'must wash and feed helpless human'. My dogs won't stop licking me and my cats keeps bringing me dead stuff and her treat bag...
Hey ^^ Do you wanna RP with me?
Okay! Finally off work. Now to journey home, scarf some dinner down, and then on to starting my posts yay!
To all of my partners: I apologize for the spastic responses and I seem to have somehow missed replying to some of you? If you're still waiting on me to respond or want me to rewrite my last response please let me know. I've had a lot of things going on IRL with a death in the family, and now my spouse being in the hospital too so my mind has been in like a billion different places. Sorry guys. TT^TT
Sorry guys. I'm feeling a little under the weather today. I'll catch up tomorrow. Sorry for the delay.
Sorry guys, I'm not feeling so good tonight so all responses will be put off until tomorrow. Sorry.
Oh you actually came Snowflake! I'm glad to see you're not just lingering on mine anymore! Welcome to the party! Maybe if you like it here we can even move our story over here! X3 -
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