Yesterday, my husband and I went out to eat at a fancy place and we got a martini. I'm glad we shared, because it would have put me under the damn table. Lol.
Happy holidays everyone. I am working 50-55 hr weeks. So, I can only respond to so many threads. I unfortunately have to drop some threads, please don't take it personally. I just don't have time.
Found out I'm extremely anemic, which is why I've been half passing out, and have no energy all the time. So. Don't take it personally if I don't respond right away. I am going though it right now. Lol.
So, I went on a trip west of the USA and was in the mountains. I've never been, so when I first saw the landscape, I felt like I was on Mars. So bizarre, but so cool. I'm used to flat cornfields and humidity, don't judge me. Lol.
My brain is complete mush after each work day right now, so I can't go in the order people are writing me, my ideas are on the low side. So are my eyes. So please be patient, I haven't forgotten. I promise.
I'm looking for a new rp partner that wants to build a crazy as fuck world with me. Idk what I want the theme to be yet. But We can figure it out. DM me if interested. Make sure you read previous threads of mine to make sure my style is for you.
Looking to make sure all my threads are alive and well. It will be 2 more weeks before I answer. I'm on my honeymoon rn. Thanks for waiting, love yall.
Wedding is THIS FRIDAY! Everyone is fussing over my hair, nails, makeup look, the air I breathe. Holy fuck. I do not recommend coordinating your own wedding, but I'm broke, so I can't afford a wedding planner. R.I.P. and I'm exhausted. But, excited to party. Yuhhhh. Then settle down, FINALLY.
I had a dream that my upcoming wedding was a disaster, and now I'm going nuts. I'm so stressed that my brain is starting to create scenarios in my sleep. It needs to quit that, lol. Not consensual
I've started line dancing with my SO and it's so cute. But like, having a 20 oz margarita on a Tuesday night right before dancing makes me rethink my life sometimes XD. Moral of the story is, don't do 8 line dances in a row after drinking a large margarita. Was it worth it... hmm.. absolutely. Lol
I am not answering in order. I put my resignation letter in today. Moving in 2 weeks. Stress is very high. I can only reply to certain ones that I have ideas for. So, don't be salty if I haven't replied. It's because my brain is overloaded.
I'm having the same issue this week with my anxiety, So please be patient. My head is so full right now, I'm struggling to write. I've got so much on my plate. Hopefully things simmer down. I am only getting ideas for some and not others, so don't be offended.
To all those waiting on replies. My anxiety disorder grabbed me by the balls and pulled me into a deep fuckin hole. So, I may not reply this week. We'll see. We love spontaneous anxiety for no reason.
I am happy to say that I am caught up with all 12 of my threads!!! I figured over half won't reply, since I didn't answer for a while. Others I don't think will ever return, and that's fine. Dealing with wedding planning and my job has me so tired. But, my creativity is back and I am looking for more seke rps. Open to any setting/plot. Please DM me.
My replies will be slow for the next few months. I'm moving my entire life with my fiancé in our new home. Changing names on licenses, applying for different state licenses, etc. Please poke me if you're dying for a reply, because I totally die sometimes too when I have a good muse. Lol.
Closing on my first house with my fiancé on Monday. So, my muse it literally shit rn. If I'm not answering, it's because my ideas are dryer that the fuckin sahara Desert. Plus work is about to punch me through a wall and run me over with a truck. It's very hard to handle 10 people's emotions at once, especially when they all talk at the same time at you.
I got blood work done the other day. The RN stabbed me once, didn't get the vein. Then proceeded to stab me again while the 1st needle was still in my arm. Very quickly, I realized I was getting cold sweats and I passed out. Super fun time, and totally embarrassing as an RN. It was my fault, I didn't eat enough I guess. But still.. 2 needles?! Then I apologize for passing out. Lol
Went to the doctor. I'm off today and tomorrow as well. Can't keep food down well. So. I'll be finishing up replies today once I get my nap in. Who knows how long I'll nap for though lol.
When men whine or whimper... GOD DAMN. Holy shit dude. The power that has. Bend over baby, I'll give you something to really Whimper about~♡. Thank you for coming to my ted talk. Lol.
I'm going to shove my foot up COVID's ass so far the damn thing is gonna taste it. This is the third time now. I'm so tired of this shit. Damn. I can't even get out of bed. Fuck. I feel like I aged 50 years.
I fucking Failed my exam Man.. fuuucccckkkk. I was so close too. I'm so disappointed in myself. I hate not being naturally smart. I work so hard to get all my knowledge.. so frustrating dude. I hate it. At least I can retake it.
Ahhhhhh!!!! I have my muse back and I'm ready to write a whole novel and I'm all caught up. Not a bad problem to have, but I've got ideas I need to write down now. Lol.
My company changed their policy for holidays and weekends. We are now required to do 16 hr on call shifts. I'm in tears. I didn't realize I had the same hours as a FUCKIN DOCTOR. PAY ME MORE THEN! the amount of rage I have is unhealthy. . No offense to any business people here, but if you decide Healthcare worker shifts, try it out yourself and then see how much it fucking sucks. the audacity of these hoes.
Lol. Now I'm all caught up and made homemade bagels. So so good. Feeling accomplished, and looking for people to brainstorm with. I really want another helluva boss AU with stolas×Blitz. Or anything really. My muse is back and I'm ready to write a fuckin novel dude.

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