If Heaven's grief brings Hell's rain, then I'd trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday.
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I still exist I guess. Having trouble with the whole figuring things out part.
I'm finally back. Gonna start getting back into RPing. My recovery is done. At least in terms of having to stay home. Cause of the hemophilia the insides are still healing until the end of the year. But from Xrays the metal plates healed perfect. So, if anyone is interested in RPing don't hesitate to DM me.
I'm sorry to all my partners. I keep saying I'm going to post. Then my mood plummets. I've struggled mentally for the past few months while juggling with my surgery recovery. I'm having a hard time. I'm sorry for making you all wait on me....
Okay. I'm starting to feel a lot better from this recovery. Expect replies in the upcoming days.
I'm really sorry I haven't gotten to posts yet. I had a doc appointment yesterday, but all the moving has me exhausted. Still hopping around with a walker. I just got the cast removed and boot put on to start putting pressure on the foot. But I also still have 5 months left of recovery. I'm sorry all. Trying my best to adjust
I will be getting to RP's sometime this week. It's been a very exhausting few days for me, with my mental state teetering. So please be patient.
I need to catch up on Helluva Boss. I finally listened to 2 Minutes Notice, and I love it.
I'm sorry for not posting everyone. Please bare with me. My nerve block is officially gone, and I'm struggling to get used to some of the discomfort and stuff.
Just got home from my surgery plus 2 day stay at the hospital. Now it's time for good rest and recovery. Posts for those I owe them to, will come on Monday. I just need a day or so to adjust to my life for a moment.
Surgery in the morning. Will have to be there by 10 am est. So say prayers, give good vibes, cast a spell, just give me some luck. I don't want to leave anything to chance. I love you all, can't wait to come back! <3
No Man's Sky has become my obsession. I love this game.
Last day of work is this Thursday. Then next Thursday, the 15th, is my surgery date. Starting to get really nervous about it.
Ankle replacement surgery coming up for me on the 15th, along with a 2 day stay for observation and, a 6 month recovering period due to me being a Hemophiliac. But, it gets me closer to my goal.
So I finally watched Encanto, and both the Moana movies. I loved them all. But to me Moana 2 stands on par with the og Aladdin to me. And that movie is my favorite Disney movie. So now I got two fighting for top spot.
Haven't updated in a bit. April 21st which just passed was my birthday and currently I'm on vacation visiting some family. I fly back home on the 27th of this month. So this upcoming Sunday. Anyways. I have my preop appointment for my ankle replacement surgery and I'm nervous.
I'm not doing good. I am not gonna say too much here. But my head and my heart are a mess.
Will be doing replies I owe soon. Trying to pull myself out of a rut I'm in. It's been really difficult.
Pokes the fox. And looks to see if fox wants to play.
The people I owe replies to will be getting them tomorrow. I don't feel good today and a friend of mine passed away from cancer a week ago and it's hurting me bad today.
Back from Vacation!
Sometimes I can't stand my family. We are on a family vacation. We do not need you fighting in front of the kids we brought with us. They are here for a good time at this Christmas Inn, we don't need you to fight and detract from the fun.
Got to love friends attempting to gaslight you into thinking you're the issue. All I did was call out how they were making me feel. And all of a sudden it's "I'm taking it the wrong way."
Man. I swear. I just want to answer RP's, but I've been so exhausted lately and getting over an upper respiratory infection that I just don't have the drive. I hate it.
So I took my state medical coding certification exam today. I'm proud to say I passed it on the first try. Just got to do the billing side of things and then I'm good to go.
Tomorrow is my judgement day. My big state test I've been talking about for Medical coding certification is tomorrow morning. I've been studying. I feel okay about it. I am very nervous though.
Man. I'm studying my ass off and let me tell you...I have NEVER been this nervous for a test before in my life. I really don't want to mess this up. This is my best bet to having a great job and benefits for my Hemophilia.
Please give me good vibes. Next tuesday I take the first of two certification exams I need for my job. The one I'm taking on Tuesday is for medical coding.
posts come tomorrow after I get home
This weekend things should calm down. I should be able to do replies as I want. Just got side tracked by studying for my state boards
Been told to off myself 6 times this week. Also been told that I don't have the problems I say I have. All by someone I've known for a few years. Needless to say they are blocked but in some ways the damage is done.
I'm gonna try to get to what I owe tonight. The past week has honestly been hell.
Gonna try to post soon to the Rps that I owe. Just been having a rough time.
In a hurricane might be in and out.
Update. Still struggling. Muse is selective right now. So I apologize on that. Games are helping me cope. Friend and I had met and bonded over our love for Star Wars so I've been playing the games again.
Sorry for the lack of replies. I found out a few days ago that one of my closest friends committed suicide because of bullying from him being ftm.
@Whimsy Okay. I got a little sidetracked last week. Sometime tonight after work I'm gonna get to your reply. Sorry it took so long.
@Whimsy I will be getting to our RP soon. My brain has just been selective the past couple of days. But I haven't forgotten. Latest you'll get a reply is Friday, earliest is some time in the morning.
Getting to replies soon. Just need to recuperate a little bit. 2 weeks of straight stuff, and I have to go back to work tomorrow so I need a small break.
Wouldn't mind a pirate rp where I can play a femboy pirate.
Give me a bit before I start posting again. Brother got into a car accident. He's okay. But someone that was high as a kite hit him and pushed him in front of an ambulance in on coming traffic. So I'm really not happy right now
Looking for more rps please dm if interested
Were is the foxy?
I'm not doing so good right now. My mental state sucks.
Feels like the arthritis in my right ankle is getting worse. Having a hard time getting around today.
I have officially graduated as of this past saturday. Feels good.
Go figure. Work can't find anyone else to work someone's shift, and my boss doesn't want to do it so I get called in -_- Little annoyed.
Birthday tomorrow!
Woot! Birthday presents from the gf got here today. They were all so very lovely too. Makes me excited for my birthday on Sunday.
replies later. Sorry to all that are waiting. But I'm in so much pain today my sciatic nerve is acting up. So let me get through this and then replies. -
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