Excuse me while I have a mental breakdown. My top choice school just emailed my this morning telling me that I made it to final review and I'll hear from them in March.
Sorry replies are a bit slow. I'm so burned out. Not from RPing, but as a generalized statement. But I don't want to drop the RPs because when I'm feeling recharged, I'll want to keep going with them.
My favorite thing about hear me out cake discourse is when people crash out that other people's "hear me out"s are a conventionally attractive human. Then they say "want to hear my heat me out" and they name something that's still not weird enough for me. Like "fortnight scooby-doo". Like if that's your "YOURS ARE TOO NORMAL. WANT TO HEAR MINE?" then you're thinking way too small. Like there's nothing to hear out.
Sorry for the delayed posts. My high school delayed getting me my transcript for my application for one of the graduate schools I'm applying to (I have no idea why they asked for my high school diploma when I have a college transcript and diploma) which caused me to not upload it on time, and I was pouting. But the admissions office said that won't be a reason for rejection!
IIIMMM BAAAACK. Please hold for slow replies as I continued sending Masters applications. I got my English Proficiency score while I was traveling (I passed). So that needs to go out. Plus 2 more colleges opened applications while I was traveling.
I did better on my English test this time, and I'm really sad that I gotta stop the "I failed my English proficiency test" jokes.
Going to be traveling in 2 days. So next 2 days will be packing and prepping for the pet sitter. Probably won't be posting much for the next 2 days or the week I'm out of town.
I'm on the Omegaverse side of tiktok and half of them are just talking about how knotting is hot while half of them are talking about heats and rutts PSAs as if they're real... and I need a moment to collect my feelings. I can't figure out if I'm happy or not that this exists... on one hand I'm finding out about parts of the Omegaverse that I didn't know existed...?
"How long can you sit in a quiet room with no stimulation trying to focus before you feel like your face it's melting off?" Apparently the answer is "no"...
I just came across a tiktok that was like "You're not a boy and you're not a girl. You're addicted to yaoi, and I'm telling on you." First of all... rude...
Tomorrow i get to spend 2 hours taking an over priced test to prove I speak English. My native language. The language I'm writing in all the time on here? Wish me luck, I guess....?
I'm listening to a quantum physics book because I want to catch up go modern quantum physics for one of the masters programs I want to apply to. Replies pending unless you got some connection that can get me into the program I want.
I've been way too into the "your broken matches my broken" manhwa lately where the the solution one character finds to help their mental issues also solves the other character's problems
I was reading a really good dark manhwa but then they must have gotten a new writer in season 3 because everything that made it gritty is basically gone and now I'm sad. Even the art style changed to something more wholesome and I want my dark yandere MC that's worshipping ML serial killer as a god back. :(
I'm watching a video of that snobby British guy that explains how to eat food in polite dining and this one is how to eat a burger. And he's like "no one can eat a burger that big unless they're in the circus" bestie you've not read enough manga with third leg syndrome.
I know better than to read manhwa that's green turned red flags when I'm currently anxious. Why did I do that to myself? Now my tummy is all hurty :( I'd rather just read a black flag.
Going through my manhwa list for my manhwa suggestion thread. "Oh, I forgot about this one. This one was adorable! <3" Oh... I forgot about this one... should I separate the black flag category from the red flag category?... (o_o)"
I think going from a cavity inducing BL to a trauma inducing Black Flag is gonna fuck me up...
Sorry. I'm here. I had a big fight during family dinner that ended in me cussing people people out and storming out. I'm calmed down and feeling better now, but I got nosleep last night over it. At least now people understand my boundaries.
I have a question for YD staff. How are we feeling about all of these kids online safety bills passing in the UK, US, and Australia. We feeling good because we're under lawmakers radar and not a big name like Spotify or what?
It's like ever since I've had covid every time I go out a few days later my body is like "AGH I'M SICK AGAIN" and it's like no you're not. No you're not. There's no fucking way you're sick again. Apparently it's a thing with long covid and over active immune system.
Need some ideas of how to gracefully change character name for an RP that's been going for over a year.
My sister is dating a guy with the same name as one of the main characters in one of my longest running RPs and now every time I try to post I think of him and I'm turned off.
Covid test came back positive. So whatever I had a couple weeks ago was probably something else but now I have COVID. Whether this means more or less replies depends on what type of sick I am.
Still don't feel 100% and someone I hang out with a lot was recently diagnosed with COVID so... maybe I have that. I got my booster in October. They couldn't get boosted for a medical reason. I think they keep getting sick from work because people around here just act like COVID and the flu is "just a cold".