Like, these fictional relationships are the closest thing I'll ever get to the kind of relationship that i wish i had, and it's a fucking fictional character, it isn't even me ;__;
I'm usually that way more so with the whole sex stuff. I blame being a horny virgin irl for that. Though I have always been the Dom in relationships when I am not even one irl. It would be nice to find someone that actually is a dom. But I understand and know what you mean.