Grief is weird, work has been blah but we’re trucking through, husband has been sick, ,y sister’s wedding is this weekend….
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MANAGED TO FINISH MY POST. If I keep fussing with it, I’d keep adding random bullshit that has nothing to do with anything. Trying to get back into a rhythm as we settle into this new “normal.” Loss and grief are weird…
2026: Please be kind lol I’ll be kind, I’ll be grateful, I’ll take better care of myself, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, be nice to me TwT
I had every intention of sitting down to try and write today, but we’ve had a death in the family this morning…
Took FOREVER, but we got there!
I AM ALIVE I PROMISE
Tomorrow I promise I’ll be done catching up x____x
Replies this weekend! Ya girl is tired x________x
2025 really said “What can we throw at this newly married couple each month?” Last month the puppy needed emergency surgery, this month, we had water leaking from our guest bath doorway from our attic T___________T
Working on replies~~~~
The pup aka the small velociraptor, is recovering well! Her follow up visit was on Monday, her incision is healing well, and as of Friday, she just needs to take meds through that day and she will be free from the cone of shame!
Well, a year older as of Saturday. Our puppy had to be admitted for emergency surgery last week Friday. So husband and I spent our birthday weekend just stressing and crying. She’s home now and recovering well but my body feels like it’s a bundle of nerves still
BWHAHAHAH ALL CAUGHT UP! ALSO THE HUBS IS GONNA BE AWAY FOR SOME DAY THIS WEEK. AND I ONLY HAVE 7 WORKDAYS LEFT UNTIL 5 STRAIGHT DAYS OFF
Literally working in lists rn! I’ve got the word doc up, I am typing away! Also my left eyelid is swollen and hurts so I’m holding a compress to it while trying to type with one hand?
WORKING ON POSTS! Mental health punched me in the throat and that was a lot, on top of work and regular everyday things!
Let’s see, the house projects are progressing, the garden is coming along nicely, the dogs are being dogs, work is work… I only work 3 days this week and that’s fucking sweet
HOW DO WE, AS JUST TWO PEOPLE, KEEP MAKING SO MANY DIRTY DISHES. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND
Not dead! Just been sick T____T And it’s annoying bc it ain’t Covid or either of the flus, but it’s knocked me and the hubs on our asses
My brain went mushy and I didn’t do anything I said I was gonna do…. We will try again now lmao
I adulted too much today… Time to write some replies, brainstorm, and then maybe play some BG3 lol
The garage door was frozen shut this morning… and the garage has a leak with all the snow we’ve been having paired with the cold temps, it’s all just sitting there slowly dripping inside. Two things I didn’t have on my Bingo card for 2025
Happy Valentine’s Day! Posts this weekend after we’re done shoveling all this snow we’re gonna get this weekend T^T
Weeee all caught up! Any thread of mine that I’ve been waiting on, despite reaching out and DMing, I’m going to call quits within a week unless anyone reaches out. I know I’ve been a shitty RP partner but just let me know if you want to continue or end so I know where I stand
The holidays are over, the pups are actually sharing a bed or the couch sometimes, all of my work training is done…. Now we can work on replies
WE GOT A PUPPY! ALSO I’M HOSTING THANKSGIVING!
I’m not dead! I didn’t realize how many post-wedding things there was to do? And also just getting our house back into order, getting back into the swing of work, I wasn’t feeling well, lots of bullshit… BUT I AM HERE
I got married!!! Currently on our honeymoon, I do have all my things to make posts and I promise I will try to! I know I’ve got some of yall waiting for a while
31 days until I get married and with all the rain we’ve had in our state, our wedding venue developed a giant sinkhole in the garden we are supposed to get married in T_______T
46 days until the wedding TwT
In not RP related news, 65 days until my wedding yall… holy shit lol
Oh my lambda…. I have finally written for the first time in months TwT I am so sorry for such the long wait on my part!!
Bridal shower, a year older, wedding invites mailed out, lots of fucking family drama on both ends, I am annoyed lmao BUT POST SOONS BECAUSE I GOTTA DO STUFF FOR ME OR ELSE I WILL LOSE MY MIND
Sorry sorry sorry!! Bridal shower was on the 1st of June! It went overall well! There was some shit that I didn’t like but it’s fine! Wedding in like 90 days as of next week =w=
Got my bridal shower on Saturday yall! And since I didn’t wanna inconvenience anyone, I said “Oh no it’s fine! I’ll just handle XYZ” So I’ve got a lot to finish up lmao
Yard work is a biiiiiiitch… we’ve been out there til sundown every day for weeks so by like 10-10:30? I’m exhausted and usually sleeping. BUT! We finished the front yard and I’m hoping to get replies out this weekend! Also bridal shower in a little more than 30 days so, I got that shit going on too x______x
Weee all caught up! I burnt the fuck out of my right palm yesterday cooking so that’s fun!
Jumped the large hurdle and tackled a lot of wedding shit today so that’s good! Hopefully posts later this week!
Just tying up the last few details for the wedding and then it’s just smooth sailing and counting down til the big day!
One week and 6 months til I get married!
Was woken up around 5:45 this morning to the sound of the dog throwing up a sock… She’s fine but her beds needed a serious wash and now she also needs a trip to the groomers cause she just walks by and all you get is a waft of puke…
The fed up-ness continues… and I’m mad bc I do wanna get married. I would RUN up the aisle if they’d let me. But all this fucking family drama bullshit is too much…
Mini vent: I’ve got pretty much all aspects of our wedding handled and set in stone. And yet, majority of my family doesn’t seem excited about it at all, I keep hearing whispers from the peanut gallery, AND, it seems like these little whispers are like, direct knives towards me??? I am just… we should’ve eloped at this point
So the fiance got quotes for the shuttles (MUCH more affordable then we thought, so gonna lock those in on Monday), I have the last batch of save the dates to send out, we just booked our honeymoon??? We’ll be tasting food in a few weeks and locking in our menu and then doing cake testing in a few weeks????? FUCKING WILDDDDDDDD
So uh, yesterday marks 7 months until I get married o______o Fucking wild dude…
Funny how once you have the time and spark to write and sit down and actually do it, you can’t seem to stop lol I am all caught up!
I’m not dead! Work is crushing, wedding planning is stressful, my parents are driving me up the wall, and a few weeks ago I sliced off the top of my thumb so there’s that… Replies hopefully soon? I know I’ve had all of you waiting for a long time and I am so sorry
Okay, Granny is doing well (walking with a walker now), holidays were stressful (as always), 8 months til the wedding (stressful), anddddd dealing with my own psychological shit?
Also will work on posts this weekend. I have multiple docs open with like my unfinished drafts for all of you who are waiting on me ^^””””
Being a responsible adult is so fucking hard… Why do I have to DO things? What if I just wanna curl up and nap?
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